It seems that even though I have a 6 pack, can clear 20 push ups on my fists easily and can bench press 25 -30 kgs means nothing...*sigh*
*flex*
Muhahaha
I went to the barber and got a haircut. I dont mind it. Its a little.. unusual I guess. I had a good chat to the lady doing my hair. Made me consider doing a hairdressing course at TAFE. I mean, I do have an obsession with hair...so it wouldnt be a bad field to look into.
In the shower (my dome of thoughts ((D.O.T.)) also known as my hydrobolic time chamber ((DBZ FAN))) I realised something.
God, I have an entire job laid out in front of me!
I could specialise in a LGBT trade!
Redistributer of Binders
Clothing shops selling male clothes for women
Barber shop specialising in FTM haircuts (trust me the right cut is VERY important when passing. 'Short' just doesnt always cut it! lol)
Adult shop *cough cough*
General accessories (Prothesis..isis? Watever the plural of that is..packers and what not)
The good thing is I know a lot about these things, have experience and a deep interest which is very important.
The down side is (statistically) Im marketing to 10% of the population.. and probably 2% of that is actually trans.
And .5% of that is FTM
Very small market there
But ah, hell it could be fun and make a few peoples lives a little easier.
Ordering binders online (convinient and easy as it may be) is a shit when you are under 18 and without a credit card.
RANDOM NESS!!
Thats my new haircut.
And thats something like the tattoo I wanna get. Of course, that one isnt real
みせもの!
Ummm... whats something else random...
My depression has lifted a little! Its no longer 24/7. Its now like...an hour a day
Umm.... I thought about some advice my girlfriend gave me and some advice that Waffles parents gave me... and I realised a few things. Probably one of the biggest (and kind of annoying) things is.. I really do need my girlfriend. She is probably the best person for me to be talking to because she challenges me.
And the only way Im going to become an adult and find peace inside is if someone challenges me.
Im a really stubborn person and I can be good at making people do what I want.
Under pressure Im very good with words :)
But yeh, that girl of mine is quite... strong.
Not in the same way as Waffles is (persistant bastard)
But in an equally powerful (Read:Annoying) way.
Both of you can go to hell.
Lol.
Stupid people.. how dare you enlighten me!
Mm anyway, I thought "I shouldnt be dating this girl, she isnt my type maybe"
She's... really different from other girls Ive dated.
But thats the thing - shes different. And its a good different. I think this is what they call chemistry? I dunno.
Shes fire and Im the wind.
Sometimes conflicting forces that cant exist without each other.
When I thought about it, a lot of things have changed about me. Pretty much all internal things but all positive things. Thanks to her. Whatever we have made is something I really wanna hold on to. I wanna know her forever.
Anyway, thats just what I think and Im looking forward to seeing what happens
2 comments:
I have very little of substance to say except you are very cute. Sorry, I should be more thoughtful. But there you are. And I'm an anti-tattoo mother of two and I actually think the tattoo is kind of cute too. Probably it's the nice Spanish Monastrell wine (it would be more suitable if it were a fine fighting Australian Shiraz) that's speaking right now, but that's my opinion.
Very useful piece
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