Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Progress Report

Its been 1 week on the new drugs (yay! drugs!) and Ive had no adverse side-effects and the injection site was healed and painless less that 24 hours later.

I have been very much in the mood to be active (Read: Beat the crap out of someone) and apart from that and my awful body odor there have been no changes.

I shaved my peach fuzz off.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Reandron

The latest T. Drug to rock our worlds. Alex here to give you the inside scoop on what the FTM community has to say.

"Ive had 2 periods now and keep getting migraines......and the worst part of it is that the endo didnt say that this might happen. I really wasn't informed about the possibility of my periods coming back...which after 6 months of not having them
has just made me hit rock bottom, like all the progress id been making
is back to zero.
"


And pretty much its been a negative impression all-round.

Unfortunately the packaging doesnt say anything about the adverse affects on FTMs (this generation is still the lab rats, its seems). So what it does entail is the possibility of water retention, rashes, the runs, headaches and such. Which admittedly is similar to the sustanon.

Im happy to deal with all of the above but not my period. I stand by my decision though. Ill keep the world updating on how it all pans out.

Oh and Ill be starting antidepressants (Same as last time) as of tomorrow.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Weirdest looking boy I've ever seen

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

Progress Report

I had my make-up shot of T yesterday and to change the pace a little - Asuka gave it to me.

The most terrifying moment Ive ever experienced.
By far.

I kind of swithced between two personalities. One that was calm and trying to tell Asuka that she will do a fantastic job and the other which was a panicked mess. And you cant blame me!
Here I was at the mercy of my syringe-brandishing girlfriend. Isnt that how most murder stories begin?????

As soon as she aimed it into my muscle I became very interesting in a poster on the wall. For the life of me though I cannot remember what it was talking about but in that instant it was the only thing in my world.

And then it was over. I hardly felt a thing. She did a fantastic job, really!
I was alive!
The hard part was over! YAY!

So we went on our way to the shops after that and I took a seat while Asuka went to the bathroom. In hindsight I should have gone too.
Because as soon as I sat down to rest my stressed body, the urine I had been holding in while I was being injected suddenly gushed out.

I could explain in detail but pretty much how it happened was I wet myself while getting the needle (only a little!!!) and it had been kept inside my body until Id sat down...

So what an interesting end to a lovely day.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Progress Report

I went to hospital to get an adjustment on my binder. The lady redid the measurements and she was surprised. She was like "How did I make such a mistake with the measurement!?"

It turns out that Ive grown all over about 2cms on average. Even my shoulders have grown which baffled her the most.

My voice is going up and down its depressing.

My period has stopped which Im thrilled. And because of the blood test I had to miss my shot. So Im panicked that its gonna start back up again. But I think I mentioned that before.