Argh I dont know what it is exactly about my Psych but he annoys me. I feel like he's not really helping. Hes taking my money and yeh.. all I feel is bad! rrrrr....
Oh and the fact I had to catch a 6am train..
Then I went to see my G.P. and fell asleep in the waiting room. Apparently I was out cold.
Anyway...so afterwards I got drunk and caught a bus. This really nice lady was at the bus stop with me. She was looking at me in a very non accusing way and asked "Isnt it a bit early?"
"For what?"
"To be drinking"
I checked my watch to see it was 12:30 in the afternoon. Id been up for more than 12 hours so... no.. for me, that was my late afternoon. However, I completely forgot that the average man has "Drinking Hours" where as I have a beer with breakfast.
Anyway, Im back on the drugs. Not the mellow yellow ones but the man juice ones. So, Ill be able to keep a track record again of how Im doing. It was an injection again..and fuck! You know as soon as you get an injection EVERYONE hits you.
Oh the pain... the pain of it all!!!
Mm, Im still on the hunt for cheap and accessable T. Apparently it is also available from people who own sheep. However, in my doped stage of tiredness I didnt ask any questions like...
What kind of sheep owners? And what the hell do they use it for anyway?!
Other news...Ummm .. my general being an asshole attitude has pushed everyone away from me. How do I feel about this - fine I guess. I dont know. I dont have any big feelings about it apart from 'hey yeah, I am a dick!'
Whatever whatever whatever...
Im feeling a lot of indifference.
Argh, looks like Im gonna have to write a list of things I can improve on and things I do that make people feel bad.
This is the best strategy for not being a dick I can think of and I dont think its working because Im repeating my behaviour. Any suggestions?
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